As
I
stare
at
my
reflection
in
the
mirror,
I
can't
help
but
wonder
how
I
got
here.
How
did
I
become
this
high
and
cold
person
that
I
am
now?
Is
it
because
of
the
events
in
my
life
that
have
shaped
me
into
who
I
am
today?
Or
is
it
just
the
way
I
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born,
destined
for
this
path
of
solitude
and
loneliness? Growing
up,
I
was
always
the
shy
and
quiet
girl
in
class.
I
preferred
to
keep
to
myself
and
immerse
myself
in
books
rather
than
socialize
with
others.
While
my
peers
were
out
partying
and
making
new
friends,
I
found
solace
in
my
own
company.
It's
not
that
I
didn't
want
to
make
friends;
I
just
never
knew
how
to.
And
so,
I
continued
to
live
my
life
like
this,
always
on
the
outside
looking
in. As
I
got
older,
I
began
to
realize
that
my
loneliness
had
taken
a
toll
on
me.
I
was
always
sad,
always
melancholic,
and
always
feeling
like
no
one
understood
me.
It
was
then
that
I
started
to
withdraw
further
and
further
away
from
the
world.
I
built
walls
around
myself,
walls
that
no
one
could
penetrate.
It
was
like
I
was
living
in
my
own
little
bubble,
with
no
way
out. And
now,
as
I
sit
here,
looking
at
myself
in
the
mirror,
I
can't
help
but
feel
the
weight
of
my
solitude.
I've
become
this
high
and
cold
person,
someone
who
seems
unapproachable
and
distant
to
those
around
me.
But
it's
not
like
I
wanted
it
to
be
this
way.
It's
just
that
life
has
forced
me
down
this
road,
and
I'm
not
sure
how
to
turn
back. So,
I
continue
to
live
my
life,
with
my
high
and
cold
exterior
keeping
others
at
bay.
Maybe
one
day,
I'll
find
the
courage
to
tear
down
these
walls
and
let
someone
in.
But
for
now,
I'm
content
to
live
my
life
in
solitude,
lost
in
my
own
little
world
of
books
and
music.